New One.. 3 more days remaining..

Okay, First.. This gurl come to my life..

We're became a best friend LOL..

Bad sadly, no longer i have to leave her and him..

Sad isn't it?

But cannot do anything..

it just the way have to be..

Always laugh..

Even she is alot older than me..

But she doesnt look older.

She look the same age as me..

Hahaha.

Sorry didnt mean but its true..

3 MORE DAYS REMAINING..

what is it anyway??

My bday..

hahhaa

YAY..!

Well, just cant wait what she will give me..

She said that she make it her own..

Nice one..

:D

Lovee youuu..

Hahaha..

Yesterday got a new hair cut -_- zzz..

Korean style.. arrrggghh..

I guess hahaa..

Miss my old one..

cant ait till it grow long and longer..

;D

Marriage.. MUST READ.. SHARE..

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside
the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage.
Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

A CHRIST-CENTERED MARRIAGE IS A MARRIAGE THAT IS SURE TO LAST A LIFETIME.

So then, they are no longer two but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, let not man separate. Matthew 19:6

By : Ramon E Mendoza

Hillarious teacher

This teacher really hilarious. Hahaa...

When he came to class, its already funny..

SOrry for being mean, its the truth.. :D

Hehe..

Today there is a English test Paper 1 and Paper 2..

We didnt want him to come to our class you know..

We'll laugh..

So hard.

And cant stop

even he doesnt say the SOO sound

But he's funny even he didnt do anything ..

Hhahaha..

He makes my day become better and better

Hahaha

Laugh between ..

Hahhaa.. :D

The climb

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith

A piece of Dusk

A piece of Dusk

A piece of the twilight
still the same evening
in one word: melancholy
numbness
ambiguous words
piece of old notes
which we sing slowly

time sink
I suddenly can not hide
To miss

you

YOU

One morning ..
I found myself in the mirror, looking smile.
a meaningful smile.
smile that defines you.
and that's where I realized that I was thinking about you.

One day ..
I saw a couple of small children in the park.
I cried.
a cry that makes me think of our memories.
and that's where I realize, that you chose her, not me.

One afternoon ..
I feel the wind, the wind was so warm.
like the warmth of your arms.
and that's where I realized, that I'm missing you.

One night ..
I find myself waking from sleep, then I call your name.
name that was always in my mind.
name which always reminds me of a loving gaze from you.
and that's where I realize, that you are not mine, anymore.


God ..
Please dispose of this love ..
if you dont allow him to be forever with me..



with love,

your
FRIEND


y.a.b.m.b

New Teachers

So, After the 3 weeks holiday.. Time table has changes.

Also the teachers..

-Mrs. Harris suppose to teach us English.

But know she still teach us English also Geography[didnt take this subject]

So our English teachers are Hariiss and Balla.

Bala is a nice teacher. Love her.

- Ms Selva our Science teacher.

DOnt know where she go. We never see her.

So the science teacher also has changes.

Our new science teacher is Ms. Cristie.

She is nice, funny, the pronounciation is hecka funny bad..

Haha,,

Heres some of the word..

* Apple ~> Appole

* Question ~> Crush-tion / Quacktion

* Present ~> Person

* Cable ~> cabole

* Syllabus ~> Sylla-boos

* Towards ~> Too-wards

* Colour ~> Coll-ar

* Opposite ~> Oppo-set

* Practice ~> Brak-tice

* Hungry ~> H-angry

And so much more..

- Oh yeah and our emath teacher also change.

This singer teacher hecka funny shouldn't have to tell again cuz my dear Joan already post on her blog. I gave u the web blog heres the web blog http://siimplelove.blogspot.com/

You guys can read it there..^^

Hahha..

The think is we cannot Stop laughing over it again and again..

Oh yeahh you know right about the topic in emaths

there is a MenSuRation topic.

Its heacka funny

just because the teacher said it really quickly hahaa..

We heard it as Menstruation..

But he said that definetly hahhaa..

FUnnyclass ever in the worldd...

Soryy for all new teachers..

We teasing 'em always.

But theyre so funnyy..

maybe if you guys thre..

you guys also want to laugh about it..

Sooo c ya guy later...

Over? just because our mom gets fight????

Wahh cannot imagine ya..

Its been 7 month with him..

And he dump me..

Silly isnt it?

He dump me only because

Our mom gets fight

And they ask us to broke our relationship..

Means over..

Fron 23 Dec 20009 - 26 June 2010

So sucks.

Cannot imagine..

Is like the earth became Square..

I accepted that..

But still sad..

Whateva..

The think is i cannot get rid of him..

Why?

Cuz in our 7 months relationship we never fight..

Fine always. Only laughter between us..

Then why just because of that little think ..

We need to be separate..

So damn sucks..

Hmm, really my mom prefer me to choose other guy then him.?

Really dont have the feel for other guy..

All the happiness the laughter..

Its only COVER..

Just dont want you to know this mom..

But i know you will know what i felt now..

No longer i can hide this feeling..

Its some change in me..

Sometimes i;m so quite in class..

Like i dont want to talk to anybody..

But actually I do want to talk and chat with someone.

But maybe they all to scare to ask me or talk to me cuz i dont know..

Maybe they look throug my face..

and look at my no smily face

and yeaaahh

whatevca..

Argghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Two more days remaining

This pict actually like a year ago haha.. So yeah we look young haha..
Hellooww peopllee..

Hahhaa..

Today had so much fun. Firstly, guess what? I STOMP my feet haha. And Joan start to laughing cannot stop. And Secondly, Joan remember about the "complete the sentence. [So, She keep laughing and laughing] Thirdly, Two more days till the end of the WORLD.! Oups! I mean 2more days till im going back to Indo. Cannot wait till i meet my huneey bun bun Andreas.^^ haha Love him so much. Which is tml is my LAST DAY of SCHOOL.! Ohhh Nooooooooo I'm Totadoodly HAPPY of course. You know what u guys I'm totadoodly NOT GOING TO MISS SCHooL..! But I' totadoodly going to MISS my two girlfriend in Singapore [ Joan and Shi QI] . Haha.

Defenetly, Yes.

Yesterday, Is Soooooo BORING. Joan not coming to school, cuz she is sick. :( [HOPE TO GET WELL SOON BABE]. And Shi Qi keep telling me she is boring over and over again. Haha thats Funny. And start to thinking when Shi Qi alone/ by her self at school, cuz Joan [sick] and I haven arrive at Singapore. Poor my dear Shi Qi. Cuz I know on her mind there is one word to think [Boring] haha. ^^

Ohhhhh, i dont have any idea to write about. In my head its totally empty. Dont know what towrite ALREADY?? Oh yeah i remember. Yesterday without Joan we ate at what is it call? i forgot the name places. :( But the noodle its doesnt even have any taste. The fried fish its good with chili ofcourse haaa. Wait need to put some picture. ITs now so wordy. Hahhaaa

okay you guys let me rest for a couple day and get more more more idea to write cuz i know I'm going back to indo n i shall have a nice journal.^^

Tha tha..

C youuuuu guyys later aligatorr..!!

~adeline

Dissapointed

So disappointed lar. Damn, Tickets for Universal Studio is SOLD OUT today also ytd. Isn't it SUCKS? Yeah Totadoodly sucks. Hate it so much. So, we didn't go to US for today. Arghh. So mad actually. But, whateva it's our destiny haha. No Ticket US its okay. We still can have alots of fun to do and we can go anywhere else. But, i didn't accompany him today. Because hes going with his parents.





I just stay at home til 4 o'clock and decided to go to Junction 8 to have luch kinda dinner haha. And then Looking for TE books at POPULAR. And forgot to bring the 20% off!!! Gooshh..! And going to Precious Moment store then I Love word Store. And Then I'm Looking for Razer CopperHead for my friend(Owen) at Best. I asked to the assistant and he said they don't have Razer brand. He told me I can go to Cyber Active They maybe have Razer Brand. Well finally I foind the Place( Cyber Active) But to bad they OUT OF STOCK.! Well. another disappointment. >,<>